Monday, February 28, 2011

I need a song.

I'm sure we've all heard a song that just touches us in a way that nothing else ever could. Wether it be a perfect lyric or just beautiful music, it has a way of really connecting with you. It may seem silly but I know after losing Greyson, I began searching for a song. A song that could truly relate to my mix of emotions. And I was pleased to find quite a few. But one night that I can never forget is when, after a particularly rough day of being at the funeral home, myself, Nina, and a few other friends all got together and just reminisced on all our classic 'Greyson Moments'. Towards the end, my beautifully talented bestfriend, plays the most amazing music on the piano. It's absolutely the most wonderful thing I have ever heard..

Nina and I text each other quite often with 'Oh my god, listen to this song.' and the reply is always 'Thats SO perfect!' It can seriously make my day to find a perfect song that fits my feelings, but maybe that's just me being weird.

The band Jimmy Eat World wrote a beautiful song titled 'Hear You Me'. These are a few lyrics; "What would you think of me now, so lucky, so strong, so proud? I never said thank you for that, now I'll never have a chance." I know that Nina, myself, and countless others that knew him best just want to make him proud. None of us had the chance to really understand just what Greyson meant to us until after he was already gone. But we cant look back in regret, that's the farthest from what he would want. We should all just choose to live, I mean REALLY live. Live the life you love and live it to the fullest. Be happy, love fully, and live the Greyson way.


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